If you haven’t noticed, this blog has changed quite a bit over the last 6 months or so. Or maybe over the last year.
Or maybe it’s just a constant morph and will never decide what it actually wants to be.
I started this blog as a business blog. Cause one time I had an online business. That didn’t work out the way I wanted it to. Let’s just say that I was bad at running a business.
And 3 years later I’m still paying off my Bank Of America business credit card to prove it.
Just a side note: if a bank promises that their platinum business credit card will help your sales be more profitable, your business to be more successful, and your hair to be more luxurious…
Turn and run away. Fast. It’s a trick.
So, no more business blog.
But I kept blogging. And my new direction was a much more bold undertaking. I simply decided I knew everything and I was going to blog about it. My ways were the right ways and I was going to teach the world how to be.
I guess I had some pride issues.
And I have to admit that knowing everything was fun for a while. But then one day I changed my mind about a few things I had been sure were exactly right and realized that maybe I was not as right as I thought I was. I went back and read some old posts of mine and was thoroughly embarassed by the attitude that came across in my self righteous words. An attitude I never realized I had until it started to melt away.
God is always working on me.
I still have a lot to say. It’s in my personality to be opinionated and I have strong feelings about boys wearing silly bands.
But I’ve decided that I’m no longer going to blog to keep readers, or to validate my own beliefs, or to teach the world which way is up. Now I’m blogging simply cause I want to.
So that my kids have a history to go back and read.
So that their spouses have many pictures and stories to pick on them about.
So that when I’ve had it UPTOHERE I can remind myself that that’ll make a good blog post and put life back into it’s regularly scheduled humorous perspective.